Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Change: Something Made Different

Think excitement, talk excitement, act out excitement, and you are bound to become an excited person. Life will take on a new zest, deeper interest and greater meaning. You can think, talk and act yourself into dullness or into monotony or into unhappiness. By the same process you can build up inspiration, excitement and surging depth of joy.

I am so full of excitement and gratitude about what my life holds right now, it's amazing. I am so in love with having our own home, I love that our dogs are like our children and that we can treat them as such and they love it just as much as we do. I love being witness to them learning, growing and changing. I derive a sense of self worth from my ability to take care of others. I always have. I feel it has been passed down to me from my Grandma Wadsworth, who is the most caring, considerate person I know.
She does not care for people by means of wealth or gifts. She has a pure hearted concern for almost every person she knows. She is entirely the person I aspire to be. She is educated, a mother, a home maker and is loved by all who know her.
I have so enjoyed being able to turn our new house into a home. I love being able to spend my evenings with Justin and our girls. Our little family becomes more precious to me daily.
At this much anticipated time of the year, I am grateful to welcome the change in jobs that I am experiencing. Tomorrow is my last day at Pink. I thought I would maybe have a little nostalgia or sadness over leaving here, but I am surprising even myself by feeling nothing but excitement over the change that is to come.
I get to spend more time at the house, cooking, cleaning and laundering to my hearts content. I get to spend more time with my girls and especially Justin, which is my favorite part. I am also excited that this change occured so close to the holidays, which enables me to spend more time with my family.
I am so excited for the Wadsworth Christmas Party, which I have been, every year of my life, as far back as I can remember. It was the highlight of the Holidays, aside from Christmas morning. I resemble in appearance and character my Wadsworth relative, which I believe, is what makes me so earnest to spend time with them. As well as because they live so far away, and always have.
I also, am excited for Justin and my trip to Salt Lake this weekend. Although it's only for one night, it will be a first for me. I have never been to temple square to see the Christmas lights, and I've always wanted to. We are going to go Christmas shopping and Justin is going to take me to see the lights. He truly is the best!
I just had to voice my gratitude for all the wonderful blessings we are enjoying! It really is such a wonderful time!

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